I-- okay, in the Abbey, I was trained to fight- never mind all the monks and vows or whatever- they only let me have one purpose. So things like physical affection just... never came up. I never really cared to experiment, and I had no one to experiment with.
But now here we are, and having realized what I've been missing out on for the past twenty-seven years, I'd kind of like to explore it a bit more. But I don't know that I want a relationship to go with it.
And if that's totally not a thing, feel free to tell me to shut the hell up, because I really and truly have no idea how this kind of thing works.
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I-- okay, in the Abbey, I was trained to fight- never mind all the monks and vows or whatever- they only let me have one purpose. So things like physical affection just... never came up. I never really cared to experiment, and I had no one to experiment with.
But now here we are, and having realized what I've been missing out on for the past twenty-seven years, I'd kind of like to explore it a bit more. But I don't know that I want a relationship to go with it.
And if that's totally not a thing, feel free to tell me to shut the hell up, because I really and truly have no idea how this kind of thing works.