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Rosalina "Has No Chill" Nurumi ([personal profile] hasitsthorns) wrote in [personal profile] nostalgiabomb 2015-02-23 02:58 am (UTC)

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[ It's been... a while since Rose had come to her senses. Once she had, however, she'd been absolutely terrified that she'd completely and utterly ruined her and Peter's relationship. She had never been the best at confronting her fears; she was quick to blame herself and decide that the other person would just be better off without her. As it's been pointed out to her in her time here though that doesn't really resolve anything. At least not for them.

So she decides that she should, at the very least, apologize. Even if he never wants to speak to her again, hates her for what she'd done (as he should, honestly), she can at least give him this. It may be no surprise that her apology comes in the form in song; it was what felt 'right' for them.

He'll actually hear her guitar playing as she starts to sing. Originally, she'd thought of going more "The Promise" but that felt too sappy. ... This does, too, actually, but it's Rock so that lessens it just a little. (Not really.) Her voice wavers on one part in particular-
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I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside of me so deep; It always seems to get to me. I never really wanted you to go, so many things you should have known; I guess for me there's just no hope. I never meant to be so cold.

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