Basically. I'll lose strength and stamina kind of like you guys would only slower. Probably be a lot more tired but that's also not necessarily a bad thing with how much I suck at sleeping.

[ She's trying to keep it light, trying to add any sort of levity to this conversation. It isn't a perfect plan and she's painfully aware of that. But it is one where she doesn't hurt anyone anymore and, despite the consequences to her own wellbeing, that's all she cares about. Rose refuses to be the monster that her life and Haven seem set out to turn her into.

Part of her knows that if she can't maintain control - lose her temper like she did with Jo after two months of starvation - that she won't give herself any more chances though. This is it. If she can't stay strong enough to stop herself or if Yao bends her will one more time, no hunters will have to come after her for hurting more innocent people.

She'll spare them the job and take care of her herself. ]