That's exactly what I'm going to do. It doesn't matter if it sounds dumb or is dumb, it's my only real choice.

[ Stubborn to a fault. ]

There's no guarantee Wade will be here forever. [ Rose long since realized she was too reliant on him. There's also no guarantee she won't get her mind warped by this place and hurt someone else she cares about again. That, however, is omitted for it's a very real, frightening possibility that she doesn't want to dwell on. ]

I have to stop myself before I let it get any worse than it already has. And if that means starving, I'd much rather starve than continue always being terrified of these 'what ifs' that come with being a horribly fucked up monster.