[ He's still quiet, but he's a weird mix of pissed and frustrated and nervous, because these are uncharted waters for him. He's getting used to the idea of relationships that don't have some sort of catch. Friendships that don't come with the caveat of "as soon as this is over, I'm killing you."
So to try to get used to some sort of romantic relationship, one that he expects to last beyond breakfast the next day? It's like taking a swan dive into a tiny pool from a million feet up. Because the expectation is to get it right the first time -- but the likelihood of crashing onto concrete is way higher. ]
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[ He's still quiet, but he's a weird mix of pissed and frustrated and nervous, because these are uncharted waters for him. He's getting used to the idea of relationships that don't have some sort of catch. Friendships that don't come with the caveat of "as soon as this is over, I'm killing you."
So to try to get used to some sort of romantic relationship, one that he expects to last beyond breakfast the next day? It's like taking a swan dive into a tiny pool from a million feet up. Because the expectation is to get it right the first time -- but the likelihood of crashing onto concrete is way higher. ]
I barely even know what the fuck I'm doing.