[ This is so frustrating. Ellie groans, and it's not because she thinks he's wrong it's just... ]

It's not like I blame him for being pissed. I get it-- I fucked up and probably scared the shit out of him.

But I'm not exactly enjoying being this odd kid out with so many people fucking pitying me and encouraging me to be normal. I left because I wanted to give being normal a shot and.

Well, apparently normal kids don't show up to parties with a fully loaded gun.