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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-06 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora blinks past the fever to focus on Peter as he comes close, and she reaches for his wrists. ]

Give me your hands.

[ Because he runs cooler than she does normally, and now, she can only assume the difference will be far starker than before. Through that strange haze, she knows she wants to touch him still, wants that contact, though she's mindful of the strength in her fingers as she moves to tug his hands up to her face (given that she doesn't want to leave further bruises).

Better than a wet towel, at least. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-06 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
It will run its course. That's all.

[ But she turns her face against the coolness of his broad hands, sighing with relief. It settles something in that feverish heat, even as her heart pounds a little too fast, and she glances back up at him again. ]

It has to work its way through my system.

[ Whatever she came into contact with, she at least believes in her modifications and their ability to process this strange toxin – because finally, given how much it's overwhelmed her, her hazy mind is apparently willing to admit that this isn't right. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-06 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I do not want a towel.

[ She says it matter-of-factly, though it lacks some of that growl from before. ]

I want you.

[ And that must be some of the fever, at this point, but it's no less honest as she relishes the coolness against her face. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-06 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't tell me what I mean.

[ She glances up at him again, though she still keeps her face pressed against his palm. She shifts one hand from her cheek to press against the side of her neck, and it elicits another soft sigh of relief. ]

I mean that I want you.

[ His hands are nice, and that lowered temperature helps, but there's something about the insistence that makes it clear she isn't simply referring to this contact. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-06 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's not looking at her anymore, and through that haze of heat, she's— confused by it. Did she say something wrong?

She moves his hand once more, resting his palm against the tendon where her neck meets her shoulder (exposed thanks to the low dip of that t-shirt she's borrowed), and again, his skin is still cool in comparison to her own. She turns his other hand to rest his knuckles against her cheek in search of another cool surface. ]


Why? [ She frowns, cocking her head slightly as she considers him. ]

Do you not want me?

[ ... Though maybe it's a failing of that foggy warmth that she doesn't specify what capacity she means it in – both the question itself and what she'd just said. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ That confusion eases with the words that come tumbling out of his mouth, reassuring as they are. He wants her, and that was what she'd thought, what she'd assumed, but he's so careful that, even with the warmth spreading insistently through her veins, she'd needed to be sure.

His knuckles brush over her cheek, and it coaxes a quiet sigh from her, something that's almost a purr as her eyes slip closed, but— he pulls his hand away. On reflex, she reaches up to catch his wrist before he can get too far, looking at him again with those darkened eyes, but it's something more than the disorienting heaviness that hangs behind her gaze now. ]


Talk?

[ Right. Talking. She'd said they should do that, and she wants to, has wanted to for weeks now, but—

Everything she can focus on now is the heat and him. Physical contact is exactly what she'd wanted when they'd been returning from the moon, and she'd wanted to do so much more, to grab him and pin him against something, to kiss and touch and—

The hand she'd used to guide Peter's fingers to her shoulder moves to his jaw instead, and she cups his face (hot against near-chilled skin by comparison), just— looking at him. ]


I want you.

[ She says it simply but quietly as her fingers travel to his hair. ]

All of you.

[ And despite the heat and the distracting sensations that accompany his skin on hers, she means all of him. She doesn't just want this, the physicalness of it, but for now, so much of what she can concentrate on is the press of his skin to hers, the way she remembers it felt to kiss him, to be pushed up against him, and—

Her fingers tighten in his hair (not brutally so, but enough for a grip). ]


Tell me what you want.
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ If she wasn't so distracted, she wouldn't hesitate to ask him what that means specifically, what that want of his extends to; she would try to understand how they should define themselves and what they need from each other. She would try to come to an agreement of what this is, but—

The fire sparks low in her gut, and a rush of heat, of that need to touch every last inch of him fuels in her blood, because his skin is against hers, his eyes trained on her and nothing else, and has he ever looked quite so gorgeous, quite so irresistible? His fingers trail over her bared skin, and suddenly, that's not enough. He's touching her, but she wants more of his hands, more of him, and that involves more contact.

That heat fogging her mind is past the point of careful consideration, and before she can stop herself, before she can think anything about it, she's using that grip she has on Peter's hair to drag him in for a kiss.

Whether the flush that runs through her is from the fever or from the kiss, she doesn't care enough to know; right now, all she can focus on is that intense rush of adrenaline, of want and need and things she doesn't have a name for beyond zeroing in on Peter and every point of contact she can find.

Restraint? Oh, that's gone out the window, and the sound dredged up from her over-warm throat to breathe against his lips is absolutely a moan. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ There it is – exactly what her nerves had been screaming for ever since they were back on board, and she'd wanted to get her hands all over him, to slam him against the nearest available surface, to mark him and demonstrate exactly who he belongs to.

At another moment, the thought would make her balk. Instead, here, she's only that much more eager to return the kiss, a short gasp catching in her throat as his hand meets the plane of skin at her waist, cool against the fever-hot temperature radiating off of her. She pulls back just to breathe, another sound spilling from her – partially a mumble of his name, but tumbled into a needy growl – as she tugs at his hair, grabbing at the long-sleeved shirt that is now completely in the way. ]


Don't— you dare stop touching me—

[ Still a snarl, still an order, and everything around her feels hazy and coated in heat, like she's standing in front of a blazing sun, but somehow—

She doesn't care.

Every second that her body screams at her to pay attention to the extreme condition it's falling into, every insistence and blind demand of that need for self-preservation is thrown by the wayside in favor of pulling at Peter's shirt, of being as close as she can get. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Too hot, too hot, too hot—

Her body is practically shrieking it with every second that ticks by, but Gamora doesn't pay it the slightest bit of heed because Peter is shirtless, the expanse of his back and shoulders and chest exposed to her, and it doesn't take much time at all before his hands and lips return to her own skin.

Yes—

Tipping her head back, she leaves her throat exposed to him, a shudder running through her entire system – though whether it's from the fever or his hands, she can't entirely differentiate.

That's fine.

She explores the newly bared swaths of skin, tracing muscles that cord over his shoulders, dragging nails down, down, down – enough to mark him, to leave red scratched across his back, though intentionally light enough to avoid breaking skin or actually bruising. Despite the fogging need, she's not trying to hurt him (doesn't want to in any way he might dislike), but she wants to leave her mark on him, all the same. ]


Peter—
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ That bite reminds her all the more that the roughness is so very much up her alley, and she moans with it, arching against him, nearly trembling with it as that flash of not-quite-pain feeds into the burning in her head, her blood, pooling between her legs—

God, if her heart wasn't already about to pound right out of her chest, it just might now.

A growl of protest catches behind her teeth when he pulls away, even though she realizes what he's about to do, but— he nearly falls against her, and really, if she was more coherent, she'd have immediately brought this to a complete halt to check on him. Unfortunately, she's easily distracted by his lips pressing to hers, by the reinitiation of heat and contact. ]


Need— you, Peter—

[ His name again, words spilling against his lips in a husky, low tone, breaking on another moan as she grabs at every part of him she can reach.

It's too hot, too much, and she feels like she's going to melt right out of her skin, but she can't— stop. Whatever this is, whatever fuels it, makes it impossible to sort through the fever to rationality, and all she knows is that as long as Peter keeps touching her, she can deal with it (that she doesn't want it to end).

But as fixated as she is, she's shaking, fingers unsteady and uncoordinated as they slide down his sides, around his stomach to reach for his pants. It's easy to pass it off as that overeagerness, that desperation to get closer, to get more (while almost completely forgetting to abandon her own clothes yet), because the slip of her usually-dextrous fingers doesn't faze her in the slightest. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ The voice, however, is not saying Gamora's name, and it's definitely not Peter trying to get her attention, so she doesn't care. If anything, the noise out of her is more impatience, aggravation when Peter pulls away, and she instead presses her lips to his throat, teeth and tongue and persistence, wanting him to focus on her again, to stay engaged and keep feeding that fire.

Except—

She can't find purchase with his belt. She can't make her fingers work enough to figure out the catch, and that shaking has spread deeper into her bones, her muscles finally starting to wane in protest. Her knees buckle as bright spots fill her vision, and the heat, the heat— ]


Peter—?

[ But this time, his name comes on confusion, distress, her throat too tight as her next breath takes even more effort.

... Staying upright is about to become very difficult. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ If she had the presence of mind, Gamora might have some complaints about Peter simply picking her up and putting her where he pleases, but as it stands— well, she isn't able to stand.

She can barely focus on Peter now. His hands against her face are almost cold, even with his own fever, but she doesn't turn away from him, trying to keep her eyes on his as he tells her to breathe.

Reaching up, her fingers curl loosely around one of his wrists, but there's no real grip to it, no pressure as she tries to draw a slower breath in, tries to keep her eyes open. ]


My— mods—

[ —should have taken care of this.

Should have burned whatever this is out.

But instead, that fever is raging out of control, and the self-regulation in her system can't keep up. ]


I can't—

[ Hoarse, as her eyes try to close, as she slumps just a bit more in his grip. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-07 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Concentration isn't coming to Gamora, even after Peter manages to lay her out on the small bunk provided in the infirmary. The room is spinning, swarmed by what looks like heat waves, though she knows it's simply the distortion in her own vision. She's trying to listen to Peter and the voices from the intercom, trying to focus on something more than how heavy her body is, how it feels like swimming through thick mud just to keep her eyes open.

She doesn't pick out much – "biological hazard," "med equipment and hazmat suits," "don't die."

Don't die.

A shuddery breath catches in her throat, but she manages to tilt her head up to look at Peter when he settles heavily into the chair beside her. She sees his hand, and she doesn't hesitate to reach for it in return, setting her fingers somewhat clumsily against his. ]


What's— going on?

[ Breathing. That much she can do.

(Whatever part of her that's coherent rages against how much of a struggle it is for her to so much as speak, and she's furious with herself, with her body's failure to push through this... sickness? Infection? This thing that's making her feel so damnably weak.

She's better than this.) ]