That's kind fo a challenge, and maybe it's the cider or just her nature, but she's more than willing to accept.
She shrugs, then steps around Peter, putting her hands on his shoulders. With a tiny hop, she hitches her legs up, winding herself around his broad back. ]
I'm not too heavy, am I?
[ She's willowy and arguably underfed, so she'd be sincerely shocked if he actually complained. ]
When they reach their landing, she's still wrapped around him without trying to drop down to the floor.
With a wide yawn, ]
That was a good dinner.
[ She doesn't really remember the last time she had a meal quite like that. ]
I still have the rune on my foot. I don't— [ A flicker of hesitation. ] I don't want to be alone like this.
[ What if she sleeps too heavily? What if someone shows up in the middle of the night and she doesn't sense them first?
In her own room, she'd probably just end up sleeping under the bed, for fear of being too exposed. ]
She turns stubbornly to look at Peter, and she hops up onto the foot of the bed, offering him a light yip, as if to say, "See?" ]
And, this way, Peter gets to sleep on the bed without having to compromise anywhere.
... Though she may bite him if he does actually kick her.
She pads over to one corner of the bed, and she turns in a small circle a few times, smoothing down the blanket until it's just right, and then she curls into a small ball with her tails tucked around her. ]
[ Yan watches him with shrewd eyes, following the way he moves. It’s at least more subtle like this, the manner she observes him when he strips off his shirt (because he’s handsome?). She tries not to stare too much, but it’s easier for her to appreciate Peter when she’s less terrified of the potential that he means to skin her – or worse.
But as he looks over at her, she nods, resting her head on her paws with a little murmur that’s not quite a bark. She’s slept in weirder, more uncomfortable places before, and as far as she’s concerned, with a bed under her and the relative, comfortable warmth of being indoors and close to another body, she has no need to complain. Part of her feels safer like this, more normal and natural – but maybe that’s just because this form doesn’t draw the same attention her human one can. Occasionally, there’s something to be said for being treated like an animal; it can be a less objectionable objectification. ]
Gamora keeps telling herself that, every time she finds herself alone with Peter, every time their moments of privacy turn to gentle kisses or innocent touch. (With everything she’s done in her life, holding hands probably shouldn’t make her stomach do somersaults, but it absolutely does.) But she’s constantly aware of how much Peter is sharing with her and how important it is – and how easily she could crush it with one wrong move.
But the more time she spends with him with that last barrier removed between them, the less concerned she is about ruining this because of a miscommunication or reading signals incorrectly. It’s nice, effortless even, to be close to Peter without itching for more. She finds herself almost hilariously affectionate now that she has the chance (even if she tries not to be Too Much); she nuzzles into his cheek when they sit beside each other, steals sweet kisses in the middle of a chore. They tend to start migrating to one bunk or the other during downtime, and Gamora often falls asleep curled up with Peter – finally without thinking anything of it.
The shift also makes it easier for Gamora to rest while she heals. She’s less— antsy? She feels less like she’s chomping at the bit to keep herself busy and useful; they make money, ends meet, and Gamora doesn’t push herself harder than her body would allow.
And— it’s just nice.
It’s wonderful and fulfilling, even without sex. Sex is fantastic, obviously, and she would like to have it with Peter, but… there’s no rush.
She has him, and that’s more than enough.
The ship, however, is crowded. She loves her ship, and she’s been flying it for more than a decade, at this point, but… sentimentality is not worth the aggravation that accompanies being shoved in such a small space with so many people. She already felt aware of it before things with Peter became more concrete, but now that they’ve changed so dramatically, she’s starting to realize more and more that the only way they’ll have any privacy is when the other Guardians are not on board.
But once they’re docked for a few days of downtime, Gamora is the first to book a room for herself (and she invites Peter, too, instead of just assuming he would want to stay with her). The room is decent – not big, not extravagant – with a bed and, above all else, privacy.
And now— they can have a real date.
(Gamora realizes that they’ve had plenty of outings that could have been seen as a date, but now this is more official.)
She flirts with Peter all night, the way she always has, but she’s less shy about touching him – reaching out to rest a hand on his thigh, stealing a kiss over drinks and sweet treats.
(And he smiles at her, and it blows her away – seeing that, feeling the force of it, even when it’s so small. It’s so subtle, so genuine, so… just for her.)
There’s something different about tonight, though. Something about the way they touch, the looks they exchange – something heated and purposeful, even with the nerves Gamora can feel sparking in her chest, her stomach. They’re back at the hotel, back at the room, and then—
Peter is looking at her with that smile. (That “just for her” smile.) He steps close, and Gamora can feel herself stop breathing for all of a second, that moment that he’s just looking at her, because then his lips are pressed over her own – and the world narrows down to nothing but this. She remembers how to breathe soon enough, kissing Peter back with the incrementally increasing intensity. Heat bleeds between their mouths, pooling in every point of contact, but Gamora tries to rein herself in, to let Peter set the pace. Like everything else in this exchange, Peter’s comfort is her main concern, and where he draws the line, Gamora will readily halt.
But when he’s not pumping the brakes? She can’t help being so greedy with the kiss, with the way she tangles her fingers in his shirt, her arm sliding around the back of his neck – not trying to trap him, but just to hold herself closer. ]
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