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[phaselocknroll]

And-? They don't get much worse than Pandorans, Peter. You're really not that bad.

[nostalgiabomb]

Well, okay, what about the fact that I literally have no idea how a relationship-- boyfriend-girlfriend-- thing is supposed to work? I'm--

Okay. I don't mind admitting my romantic track record or whatever isn't great. I haven't been involved with anyone longer than, like, a night. So-- this? Unless you just want a one-night stand and no strings attached, this is totally out of my wheelhouse.

[phaselocknroll]

And you think I know? I've never done this before. I've never wanted to... try this before.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ he was very nearly going to ask, Why me? but that seemed too-- on the nose. ]

Then-- why the change of heart?

[phaselocknroll]

I met someone that I really connected with, someone I have things in common with and want to know more about and spend time with and be close to.

And he's a great kisser.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ at the very last moment, he bites back the instinct to deflect and say, "Sounds like a cool guy. I'd like to meet him."

So instead, he offers a small smile, glancing off to the side before forcing himself to hold her gaze. ]

... I just really don't want to fuck this up, Maya.

[phaselocknroll]

I don't know how this is supposed to work, either, but have a little faith. I think we can figure it out.

For better or worse, I want to see where this goes.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ Peter is quiet for a long moment, weighing the options; trying to decide if maybe he should just-- turn her down again. (Because he can hear his little Yondu voice going fucking insane at the back of his head, can practically see the guy jumping stalking back and forth like a caged tiger, trying to scream some sense into Peter. There's a lecture in there about attachment and trust no one but your crew and other shit about clouded judgment and sloppy mistakes and getting people hurt or worse--

So it's a damn good thing Peter's been ignoring Yondu since he could fly his own ship.)

It takes a long, tedious moment, but he finally manages a small, quick nod and a tiny, barely there smile. ]

... Yeah. So do I.

[phaselocknroll]

[ Oh, the way her face lights up is something to see. ]

Really?

[nostalgiabomb]

[ oh no that's precious stop how dare you ]

Yeah, just-- when I screw up, don't phaselock me?

[phaselocknroll]

How about if you screw up- [ if not when ] -we have a discussion like rational human beings?

[nostalgiabomb]

-- I mean, sure, if you wanna be logical and stuff. [ and he's trying very, very hard to keep himself from grinning, because this is-- awesome? Weirdly. In a way. ]

Mostly people just punch me when I fuck up and call it a day.

[phaselocknroll]

Let's stick with using our words, shall we?

If you don't listen, then I'll punch you.

[nostalgiabomb]

Words first, then violence.

[ he mulls over this, then, ]

I guess we can make that work. But once it gets punchy, just avoid the face? It's my money-maker.

[phaselocknroll]

Fine, if you insist.

[ a pause, and she leans her forehead against his ] I know you never really went anywhere, but I really missed you, Peter.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ He feels kind of guilty about that, evidenced by the little frown that knits his eyebrows together, but she does have a point. They haven't exactly been 100% for a while. ]

I'll try to be less of a jerkoff. Promise. But we're gonna have to take some baby steps with-- us. Okay?

[phaselocknroll]

Of course. ... To be perfectly honest, I don't know what's supposed to happen after this point.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ He huffs out a quiet laugh, a little self-conscious. ]

Oh, good. That makes two of us, then.

[phaselocknroll]

I could always kiss you again.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ He smirks, then shrugs as if to say, Hey, maybe. ]

That's definitely one way this can go.

Nice to see a month later, you're still as good as I remembered you bein'.

[phaselocknroll]

I had a good teacher.

[nostalgiabomb]

[ He pretends to look innocent and surprised. ]

You found another kiss-buddy?

[phaselocknroll]

Of course. Didn't you?

[nostalgiabomb]

No. I thought we had something special, man. I thought we were just on a break.

[phaselocknroll]

That's your own fault. You should know better than to make assumptions.