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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-11 12:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She pulls away at that so she can give him a look: one with a quirked brow and pursed lips that says, really?, but soon enough softens into a smile. Gentle, sincere, and with a touch of amusement. Might as well lighten the mood by playing along, right? ]

I can't argue with that. But you forgot your finely sculpted body, or is that lumped in with looks?

[ She lets out another little laugh to herself, then falls silent. It is so like Peter to dissipate an emotional moment with witty quips and that--well, that's one of the things she loves about him. When she looks back at him, she finds herself staring. It's been a long time since they've been this physically close to each other without there being any hurry or panic, so she's a little... lost. On him. Because, again, part of her thought she would never get this chance again, to look into his light eyes, to smile at the way strands of his hair would sometimes disobey the rules and fall to his forehead, to see the way he licks his lips, sometimes, and... then she's stuck on his lips. Cut up and dry as they might be, she wants to kiss him because it's been so long, but she doesn't make any moves for now in case he's not--I don't know, Kasumi thinks, maybe this is just me. He's probably too tired, or he's not in the mood, or something. So her gaze shifts back up to his eyes. ]
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-12 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
What, a girl can't stare at her boyfriend now and then? You may look beat up, Quill, but you must be seriously gifted to still look pretty good after all that.

[ Her tone is lighthearted and humorous, with its own tint of sarcasm as well. Jokes aside, though, she reaches for his cheek, touching it gently. He may be bruised and beaten and cut in places, but he's still the sweetest, most handsome man in all the galaxy, to her.

And even though it's nowhere near as bad as Peter's, Kasumi's looks like it's seen better days, too. The bags under her eyes telling of just how many sleepless nights she's had, and a small but noticeable cut on her cheek serving as a shameful mark from a close fight with a Phantom, one in which Kasumi actually struggled, if only because her body wasn't obeying her in the way it normally does. It was tired, fatigued, and weighed down by the cloudiness in her mind.

After that mishap, Feron never let her go on any more with him without taking a stimulation pack, first. ]
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-12 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She allows herself a cheeky little grin. ]

I'm looking forward to it, already.

[ But then she purses her lips at his question. She shouldn't be the one he's worried about, right now. She should be the one worrying over him, which she undoubtedly is, and he should be worrying about himself, about getting better.

And she knows she can't make light of this; she can't half-lie, half-truth her way out of this when it's clear that no, she hasn't been getting much or any sleep, lately, to the point where it's interfering with work and inadvertently making it more dangerous. It wasn't her style, letting her own health and well-being deteriorate in the slightest, despite the fact that she has a habit of working herself to the ground and not sleeping well. But when your lover is in an uncertain state of danger, you have no idea where he could even be, and the last time you saw him he just looked miserable and hurt yet he still sent you away, she just. Couldn't sleep, for some nights. She was scared, worried, and guilty all in one bundle of restlessness.

Then there was a night, when she had an all-too-vivid dream, and all the nights after that she'd given up on getting any good rest. She was back, on Bekenstein, all of a sudden. Everything played out almost exactly like That Time, down to her leaping from a ship and skydiving down to Donovan Hock's office, down to her tipping her hand too early, to her deceiving the guards with her decoy, to her hearing a blood-curdling scream over her comms.

Only this time, the scream wasn't Keiji's. It was Peter's, and when she lost her shit, blew her cover, ran to her partner's last known location, she didn't find Keiji's body hanging onto life in a pool of his own blood--she found Peter's.

So she'll try, try to be honest about this, but she still doesn't want to worry him. ]


Not lately, no. [ A beat. ] Been on a lot of busy jobs.

[ Well, maybe a little white lie wouldn't hurt. ]
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-13 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She returns his fond smile with one of her own. ] Where have I heard that before, I wonder?

[ Her hand moves from his cheek up, running her fingers and affectionately gently through his hair. As much as she wants things to be normal again, too, she knows that they can't, or at least not completely so. On her part, she'll have to be much, much more careful when she's alone on jobs. Maybe do things like only talk to Peter on the most secure channel she can use, do more jobs for the Shadow Broker and their people in exchange for information about the Ravagers to make sure she or the Guardians aren't even in the same quadrant of the galaxy, and maybe she finally needs to get out of Illium, in case it's been compromised. She has a lot of thinking to do, in short.

And she knows that, as much as Peter might want to pretend this never happened so that things can just go back to the way thing used to be, he won't completely heal unless he talks it out with someone. Maybe even her. She knows he'll hate that, and she's going to hate having to drag it out of him, but it would hopefully be cathartic to him, and well. Being there for him is something she needs to be, seeing as she couldn't exactly do that for the last five or so months. Kasumi would agree, though, that now definitely isn't the time for that; she just knows it'll be a thing, sometime down the line.

So she'll push these thoughts out of her mind for now, and maybe come back to them for when Peter falls back asleep (and this time she'll be sure to at least be in the room, in case something happens). For now, she'll be Playful, Fun Kasumi and her words take on a joking tone, just in hopes of lifting his spirits even a little. ]


Well, someone had to bring home the bacon while you were away, you know? Feed the kids and all that. I'm fully expecting you to be helping and taking some of this workload off of me at some point, yeah? It's the least you could do.

[ Her eyes close halfway, slowly, as she leans in and plants a soft kiss on his cheek. ]

I think for now, though, we both could use a little break. And that's coming from me.
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-14 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's a little worried when what she says gives him pause; whatever it made him think, it probably wasn't her intention, and she feels bad. Possibly even worse when he stumbles through his words when all he's trying to say is please stay.

Because, sure, she might have had a moment of hesitation about staying, earlier, but it was only because she thought it might be better for his recovery if she wasn't around, somehow. Safer, for sure, if she left to work things through with the Shadow Broker and maybe make some arrangements to keep the Ravagers away. And say, maybe, part of her feels like he doesn't need her as much as she needs him, or something. Still, there's nothing she'd want more than to stay with him, and that he thinks she might choose her work work over him hurts a little. Or maybe a lot. But nevertheless her hand drops down to rest on his shoulder as she tries at a smile. ]


Obligated? Peter, I want to stay here. With you, more specifically, but I'm... [ She sighs. ] Is that what you want? It sort of sounds like it is, but it's hard to tell when you're making it sound like I should be putting my work over you.
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-16 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kasumi's been helping the Crucible Project almost non-stop for the last five months, only taking breaks to run jobs for the Shadow Broker--and those were more often than not tangentially related to the Reapers, in any case. The way she sees it? None of it will even matter if Peter's not there at the end of all this, when the Reapers are defeated or whatever Shepard ends up doing with them--whether it's because he'd been taken away by the Ravagers, ordead, or even just. Not with her, for one reason or another.

She has a way of throwing herself into relationships, once she's found something--someone worth fighting for. It had been like this for Keiji, too.

It's plain to see, to her anyway, that he's not quite saying what he really means. But she doesn't want to push him too hard right away, so she'll back down for now. ]


Just remember that I'm here for you, okay? We all are.

Though I'm extra here for you. [ She tilts her head at him with a smile. ] Partners, remember?
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-16 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ She isn't quite convinced, but she'll bop him on the tip of his nose with her finger. ]

Sure thing, cowboy. [ She almost lets a "love" slip out, again, but she catches it just in time to tuck it away and think, not now. ] Just don't sleep the whole time, 'cause I might get bored. A girl's got needs, you know?
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-16 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Without missing a beat, and she says it with certainty and sincerity in her voice: ] The only thing I really needed was you, and here you are, so I'm good.

[ She leans in closer, still, eyes half-lidded as she breaks eye contact with him in favor of staring the rest of him down. ]

I'm more curious to find out if you have needs I can take care of, Star-Lord. You're the one who's been stuck with a bunch of ugly guys for five months.
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[personal profile] stealwithit 2014-12-16 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She laughs. ]

See, I was worried that you wouldn't respond with something like that, at which point I'd realize just how much they've messed with you.

[ But she'll just plant a kiss on his forehead and then snuggle up to him, for now, because as much as there really is a physical urge, here, newly-rescued from a five-or-so-month long abduction and fresh off a violent bout of sleep probably add up to an inappropriate time for... well. ]