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[personal profile] nohalfway 2015-05-22 07:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ellie closes her eyes tight, shaking her head. Right now, the main focus is on not puking everywhere because she's certainly tired of doing it. ]

Nope. Nope, I got this.

[ She grunts, trying to take a deep breath as she holds on tight to Peter and fights to recover. ]

Okay...

Alright, I'm okay. I think.

[ Ellie heavily exhales. ]

Dude, how did that even work?
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[personal profile] nohalfway 2015-05-22 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ellie wrinkles her nose while she continues to struggle keeping her lunch in her stomach. Eventually, the world stops spinning so quickly and she's able to stand on her own, breaking away from Peter. ]

Man, that was fucking awesome but holy shit. The whole two seconds it took to get here took way more out of me than it should.

[ She rubs her face. ]

I'm fine. No puke from me.
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[personal profile] nohalfway 2015-05-22 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ Once Ellie has gathered herself, she opens her eyes to look at the house in front of her. She can hear the bustling of people, conversations and music, and her stomach sort of starts to sink at the discovery. She tangles her fingers together, face wearing a look of doubt. ]

Um.

[ It's been almost a month since she's arrived here. Nothing bad has happened, no one has come after her. This is the time to get it over with and have a whole night out without Joel, without holing herself up in her room. God she hopes she doesn't have an episode. ]

Yeah. Yeah, let's do this.
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[personal profile] nohalfway 2015-05-22 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is legitimately the first time she's left the house without Joel. The last few times she's left the house with Joel, someone has run past her or she's heard a door slam or a car alarm and it's set something off in her head. She's had Joel take her home in the middle of errands, and she's taken fifteen minute bathroom breaks at stores while he waits outside. Ellie's confidence sort of plummets when she reminds herself of this. But her attention shifts when Peter offers his arm. ]

If my buddy gets worried... Yeah.

[ More like she'll get worried and pull a gun on everyone. Maybe. Ellie swallows something thick and decides to take Peter's arm. ]

I'll be okay. I'll be fine.

[ And she says this in a way she's trying to convince herself. ]