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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-20 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)

[ Gamora expects that she'll find an empty room in the morning. Peter had already stayed longer last night than he'd intended, and he didn't owe her anything now. He had his fees, and knowing what he does about who Gamora is, he should be running for the hills. Gamora is dangerous, and no matter how much she may want to leave her life behind, she's trapped for the time being; she has no choice but to live in a bloody, violent world, until she can get out with some guarantee that she won't be murdered within a week. But even then, even if she can escape, that won't erase everything Gamora has done.

The reality of her crimes should be more than enough to scare anyone away.

(And no matter what that small part of her wants, no matter how he's made her feel (he's good at his job, after all), she could never blame him for wantiing to get as far away from her as possible.

It's in his best interests not to stick around.)

Gamora sleeps through the night thanks to the painkillers Maw left for her. She doesn't wake once or stir when Peter paces the rest of the bungalow. If she were more coherent, she might have been shaken by how readily she allowed herself to be so deeply unconscious around Peter without the ingrained paranoia driving her to stay alert with any potential threat; she's been vulnerable with him in innuerable ways, and a drug-induced slumber is only one of those.

A persistent ringing finally disturbs her deep sleep. Gamora jolts awake with a sharp inhale, jerking upright before her body seems to remember the trauma of the night before, and she curls reflexively around herself with a hiss. She presses a palm over the bandages on her side, almost completely unaware of Peter's presence for a few, drawn-out moments as she soothes away the pain radiating from her stitches.

Right now, everything hurts, not just the gunshot. Bruises throb and ache all over, and a deep exhaustion runs through every single one of her muscles, but—

Her cell phone.

She composes herself quickly, fumbling over for her phone before the call can go to voicemail. In the same moment that she answers, she sees Peter on the chaise.

That composure flies right out the window as surprise paints itself over her face. An embarrassing heartbeat or two goes by, before she finally shakes herself enough to speak: ]


This is Gamora.

[ Gamora is greeted by a familiar feminine voice, cheerful despite the early hour. Monica prattles on about how lovely it was to meet Gamora the night before (which already feels like ages ago), and she'd love the opportunity to have Gamora over for tea, to share some of her more recent pieces in her collection; Gamora knows well enough that it's only a way for Monica to pry into what she might be able to buy from Thanos to add to her personal hoard.

Gamora doesn't care.

She looks over at Peter again as Monica keeps chattering away, and confliction wars in Gamora's eyes. Part of her wants to call this off (what?), and part of her is almost unsettled dealing with Monica with Peter present, given that he now knows the reality of Gamora's dealings with Ramirez. But—

What are her options, really? ]


... This evening would be fine. Yes. I'll see you then.

[ And Gamora hangs up on Monica before the woman can properly say her goodbyes. Careful, uncertain, she drops her phone to the bedspread, watching Peter instead. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-21 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He brings her water, and even though he's done it before while he's been here, it startles her again now.

(Why is he being so kind to her?)

He even asks— how she's doing. ]


Fine.

[ The practiced answer, the one she always gives after a mistake, no matter how much damage she might have sustained.

She starts to scoot towards the edge of the bed, but she doesn't entirely manage to bite back her wince, and she only realizes she was holding her breath when she lets her feet touch the floor; she exhales long and shaking. She glances back up at Peter, watching him with that same cautious light in her eyes. ]


... You stayed.
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-22 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even that isn't the answer she expected (though she has no idea what else she was braced for). She doesn't know what she wants to say.

"Thank you."

"I'm sorry."

"You should go."


She reaches for the water, carefully unscrewing the cap and allowing herself a moment as she takes a few sips.

Finally: ]


... Thank you.

[ The words feel awkward and unfamiliar in her mouth – because it's rare she's genuine in being grateful for something. ]

Are you—

[ She pauses, frowning at her own uncertainty and how hard it is for her to articulate anything.

(When was the last time she was actually awkward around someone?)

She huffs out a frustrated sigh, but even that makes her wince. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-23 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)

[ Peter probably has a point, but— ]

If I do, it will probably make me sleep again.

[ And she can’t afford that. She has to finish this job properly, she has to produce results.

(And part of her is terrified about the questions that might be asked the longer Peter is around her. The less he’s mixed up in all of this, the better.) ]

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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-24 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The sudden knock makes Gamora startle upright again – which just earns a wince before she can fight it down. It's not the wrong kind of familiar that might make her assume her sister or another of her father's lackeys might be at the door, so as reluctant as she is to listen to Peter, she's too tired to argue about something pointless.

(If she thought it was someone sent by Thanos, she wouldn't be so willing to stay seated on the mattress.)

But she can mentally track the exchange between Peter and the bellhop, relaxing more than she expected she might when the door closes again.

Her somewhat distant gaze refocuses when Peter appears at the door, and after a second of consideration, she nods. ]


I should.

[ Especially if she does capitulate enough to take another of the sedatives.

(An empty stomach probably wouldn't go well with the medication.)

She's careful about getting to her feet, slow-going, but she manages to keep the discomfort off of her face as she steadies herself with fingertips on the nightstand. Apparently, she's determined to try moving around. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-25 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ She blinks at him, clearly confused by the insistence. ]

I can handle it.

[ But she slowly, reluctantly lowers herself back to the bed with a frown. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora can't help the faint smile that tugs at her lips, though there's little humor in it. ]

It's not unusual, in this line of work.

[ That whole... killing people deal. ]

We're just expected to push through it.
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's a part of Gamora that's grateful Peter doesn't comment; the reality is that there's nothing to be said that could truly change her predicament. She— is trying to get out, but she's trying to do that alive, and it's not as easy as picking up everything she owns and fleeing across the country.

It's going to be far more complex and difficult, in practice.

She doesn't realize how much her body needs the food until her stomach gurgles upon seeing the trays of food. Trying to recover from an injury like this takes up a lot of resources, and she needs to replace at least some of that energy. She accepts the plate from Peter along with a fork (taking notice of the small addition of space between them), before she starts taking bites of her breakfast. Mid-chew, she follows Peter's gaze to her phone, and her mouth sets in a thin, displeased line. Everything is not "cool," but it's also out of Gamora's hands now. ]


For now.

[ She sighs sharply, nudging at an egg with her fork. ]

I expect I'll have company sooner rather than later.
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ The muscle in her jaw visibly leaps as her teeth grind, but she nods. ]

Yes.

She'll be here to... finish the job.

[ To kill a man. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora nudges her food around her plate a little more than she's resumed eating. She doesn't like the idea that she might have to leave early (even if examining the reason makes her uncomfortable), but— she finds herself wanting more time. ]

I'm not sure. It depends on how things are handled, but I may need to stay to continue interacting with the Ramirez's at first.
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora doesn't quite realize her own hesitation mirrors Peter's, though she's not sure what his means. ]

... I would feel... better, if she didn't see you.

[ For Peter's sake.

Her frown deepens as she considers their predicament a little more closely— ]


But if Maw knows you're here, it won't make a difference.

[ She glances over at him, cautious, almost apologetic. ]

I don't want you on their radar.
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[personal profile] godslay 2019-12-27 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
That's what I was thinking.

[ She doesn't look pleased by that reality, if only because any attention Peter may have of Thanos's means he's not as safe as Gamora would like. ]

In that case, you do not— need to rush out.

[ The last offer is a little stilted, awkward, even as she tries covering it by clearing her throat and taking another bite of eggs. ]

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