[ The pause says more than enough, and as disheartening as it is, it makes sense. He has no concept of who he is, let alone who they are, and without the history to back it up, for all of them, it's difficult to remember their connection.
... And some of them take more offense to that than others.
She nods once, then climbs to her feet. She offers Peter her hand again with something, and there's something in her eyes that's— just a bit softer.
(Closer to the way she'd looked at Peter sometimes before, in their quieter moments together.) ]
Do what feels right to you, Peter.
[ If that means fighting, excellent, she can teach him that. If it means something different, some deviation from the Peter Quill they'd all known... well, they'll figure it out. ]
[ Gamora doesn't drop her hand, continuing to watch him, waiting with that offer at the ready. ]
It would still take more than that for us to abandon you.
[ Though a small, uncertain part of her calls up a reality that she can't ignore: Peter is the glue that keeps them together. How will they hold on when that glue has dissolved around them?
The last couple jobs had already been... a little rocky without him there, and she can't readily predict the long-term effects of that. Not yet. ]
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[ he doesn't look entirely convinced by that, and that doubt stays on his face. Gamora is... nice. Most of the time, when she's not trying to snap his ribs with a kick. He wonders if she's saying this to him just to be kind, because they treat him like some delicate, fragile thing, sometimes. Because sometimes, they act like a false word might send him into some sort of fit.
He bites at his lower lip again, reluctant, before he finally tentatively puts his hand in hers. The movement jars his bruised side, and he hisses in a breath, hunching over a little and grabbing at the spot once he's on his feet. ]
[ She inclines her head in agreement, because he's absolutely right; a bruise is minimal, compared to what he's not only come back with in the past but also for what's to be expected on their jobs. ]
Maybe it will encourage you to avoid it next time.
[ Hopefully. Though she'll likely pull back before using that amount of force until he's ready for it. ]
[ He clicks his tongue, eyebrows rising a little. ]
I don’t think it’s all that surprising. Bruises, bad. No bruises, good.
[ That look that crosses her face, though, brings him up short, something so quick that Peter’s not quite sure he even saw it in the first place. His lips press together, hesitant, before deciding to let the matter drop. ]
[ He considers it for a second. His side still twinges, but— like he said earlier, this is the least he can expect, right? If he really means to work with the team, to head out with them on those jobs of theirs. If he can’t fight through a bruise, it’ll just make him even more of a liability than he already is.
He takes a breath, moving back a pace or two, smoothing his hand down his bruised side before moving into a defensive stance. ]
Don’t go any easier on me.
[ he’s bad enough at this as it is. If Gamora backtracks now, he’ll never improve. ]
[ Now Gamora really does look pleased, like he's passed some unspoken test or challenge that she hadn't meant to issue — but one she's glad he took her up on. ]
That won't be a problem.
[ She slides back into that attack posture, giving him the space of a moment before she moves in again. Gamora has always operated better at close range, so while this is far more her skillset than it happened to be Peter's, she's intent on passing on enough experience at hand-to-hand. She doesn't slow down from before, but she also isn't trying to slam him to the ground, by comparison.
Catching him once on the shoulder, she takes another sharp step closer, suddenly in Peter's space as she swings her other arm around to aim for his ribs again. She stops her forearm just inches from his side instead of slamming it into him.
Not easier, but not brutal. ]
When you counter, make distance and then close it. Force me onto the defensive.
[ That look is unmistakable, at least, and he feels his face warm a little with it, briefly reflecting back some of satisfaction.
The round goes about the way he expects it to, which is to say, not very well, but he's still trying to balance his instinct to stay guarded and this new lesson in staying aggressive. It's a difficult harmony to strike, and he still can't get the hang of it. Even harder, with Gamora still hardly breaking a sweat.
When she steps in, when she aims for his ribs, he sucks in a sharp breath, stealing himself for the spike of pain that was sure to come. It doesn't, though, and it takes a second or two for his mind to catch up with the moment. When it does, he nods a little, swallowing the new lesson. ]
Okay. I'll try.
[ (Another Peter might intone, "Do or do not. There is no "try.") ]
[ A short nod, and then Gamora is stepping away again, taking up that distance to prepare for another round. She helps him roll with the pace of the fight, but once again, she finds herself pushing him on the edges of his guard, closer and closer until she's completely controlling the pace. However, instead of ending the fight now that she has the advantage, she eases back their proximity, enough that when she throws her next punch, aiming right for his jaw, she telegraphs the move just a bit more.
It's not an effort to give him the actual upperhand, but rather, an opportunity to let him have another shot at redirecting the fight.
And, well, either that or she really won't feel bad about him leaving the fight with another bruise for the day. ]
[ It’s still a struggle, fighting against the instinct to pull back and keep his distance, and he’s battling that cautious voice in his head as much as he’s fighting Gamora. It seems it’s a losing battle.
He sees the punch coming as she swings, and there’s the vaguest bit of wrongness to it, a inelegance to the move that strikes him, though he doesn’t have time to examine it. Instead, Peter ducks under the swipe, dodging to one side, and with blink’s worth of hesitation, he moves. Instead of reeling back as he had been, he forces himself to press forward to aim a punch or at Gamora’s exposed side, before dancing back and putting that space between them again. ]
[ The praise is muted, but that’s to be expected. Still, he feels a little pleased by it, even if he knows it’s not much of a step forward. He still has a great deal of work to do, still has to grapple with his own instinct telling him to retreat.
This next round, he tries, tries analyzing her movements as much as tries to avoid and counter them. Gamora is better at this, always will be, and even if she’s going easy on him, a few of her blows still land. He manages to recover enough to avoid ending the battle, then and there, and he presses forward a little more, takes on the role of aggressor now and again. It’s a tiny improvement, and while it’s not nearly enough to help him survive the caliber of fighters the Guardians typically face, these days, it might be serviceable enough in a bar brawl.
So not amazing. Not fantastic. But, well, if Peter ever finds himself in a rowdy club, he’ll be able to hold his own.
It ends, inevitably, with Gamora getting the upperhand, with Peter falling for a feint and toppling to the floor. ]
[ Gamora's biggest concern is improvement. He doesn't have to be where he was before, doesn't need to be fantastic, but he needs to hold his own and start learning how to push past that impulse to fall back, and today, at least, he was trying.
She can give him that.
But as with the other rounds, she ends up knocking him to the floor yet again, pinning him to the mat with her boot. ]
Did you see the difference it made when you held your ground?
[ She leans over him, her expression expectant as she looks down on him. ]
[ For a brief moment, Gamora finds herself reminded of another time with Peter, when they'd first started to train. She'd knocked him down over and over and over, always leaving him on his back, blinking up at her, winded and a little frustrated.
"Just— figured you'd call it before, you know."
"Why would I?"
But that Peter had been ready with a terrible joke and a smirk. That's not really the case, anymore.
She shakes the thought away, instead adding, ]
Did you think you wouldn't?
When you give me openings, I will take advantage of them, and you're easily incapacitated if I put you on your back.
[ Peter presses his lips together, eyes slightly narrowed. The words “I think you just like throwing me around” try to bubble up, but he holds them caged behind his teeth.
Instead, he just makes a quiet, resigned noise at the back of his throat, as if to wordlessly say, I see your point and also, Doesn’t mean I have to like it. He moves to sit up – though with her boot against his chest her weight still holding him down, that makes things a little difficult. ]
[ He wouldn't exactly be wrong about how much she may or may not like tossing him around, but she'd never acknowledge it, even if he did manage the courage to say something about it. ]
I could.
[ And, apparently, she will, because she finally takes her boot off him, and instead, offers him a hand up. ]
[ For a second, he thinks she means to keep him pinned down on the floor like this, and he’s a little too tired to do much about it, if she’s honest. When she finally relents, offering a hand, he takes it and hauls himself to his feet, wincing at the feel of bruises, at the dull throb at his side, making itself known again. ]
I feel like you enjoyed that more than I did. [ A mild sort of complaint, all things considered. ]
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... And some of them take more offense to that than others.
She nods once, then climbs to her feet. She offers Peter her hand again with something, and there's something in her eyes that's— just a bit softer.
(Closer to the way she'd looked at Peter sometimes before, in their quieter moments together.) ]
Do what feels right to you, Peter.
[ If that means fighting, excellent, she can teach him that. If it means something different, some deviation from the Peter Quill they'd all known... well, they'll figure it out. ]
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He meets her gaze again, uncertainty clear in the furrow of his brow, in the corners of his eyes. ]
What if what feels right isn't... [ Another vague gesture, likely meant to encompass the training room. ] ... this?
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It would still take more than that for us to abandon you.
[ Though a small, uncertain part of her calls up a reality that she can't ignore: Peter is the glue that keeps them together. How will they hold on when that glue has dissolved around them?
The last couple jobs had already been... a little rocky without him there, and she can't readily predict the long-term effects of that. Not yet. ]
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He bites at his lower lip again, reluctant, before he finally tentatively puts his hand in hers. The movement jars his bruised side, and he hisses in a breath, hunching over a little and grabbing at the spot once he's on his feet. ]
Dammit.
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... You took that harder than I expected.
[ The kick, she means — and it sounds like it might be an apology (in a few different words). ]
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I’m fine. Seriously. Don’t worry about it.
It’s the least of what I might get if I were actually out there with you guys, right?
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Maybe it will encourage you to avoid it next time.
[ Hopefully. Though she'll likely pull back before using that amount of force until he's ready for it. ]
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Trust me, I was already trying to avoid it in the first place. I don’t think I need the extra incentive.
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[ She says it blandly, but there's a flicker of warmth at the briefest of familiarity that she sees in Peter's face.
Small. Something. ]
But you should still ice it.
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I don’t think it’s all that surprising. Bruises, bad. No bruises, good.
[ That look that crosses her face, though, brings him up short, something so quick that Peter’s not quite sure he even saw it in the first place. His lips press together, hesitant, before deciding to let the matter drop. ]
Are we stopping?
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[ It's not a challenge or at all unkind when she asks, if only because she really is tailoring this to Peter's beginner status. ]
If you can still keep up, we can try again.
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He takes a breath, moving back a pace or two, smoothing his hand down his bruised side before moving into a defensive stance. ]
Don’t go any easier on me.
[ he’s bad enough at this as it is. If Gamora backtracks now, he’ll never improve. ]
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That won't be a problem.
[ She slides back into that attack posture, giving him the space of a moment before she moves in again. Gamora has always operated better at close range, so while this is far more her skillset than it happened to be Peter's, she's intent on passing on enough experience at hand-to-hand. She doesn't slow down from before, but she also isn't trying to slam him to the ground, by comparison.
Catching him once on the shoulder, she takes another sharp step closer, suddenly in Peter's space as she swings her other arm around to aim for his ribs again. She stops her forearm just inches from his side instead of slamming it into him.
Not easier, but not brutal. ]
When you counter, make distance and then close it. Force me onto the defensive.
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The round goes about the way he expects it to, which is to say, not very well, but he's still trying to balance his instinct to stay guarded and this new lesson in staying aggressive. It's a difficult harmony to strike, and he still can't get the hang of it. Even harder, with Gamora still hardly breaking a sweat.
When she steps in, when she aims for his ribs, he sucks in a sharp breath, stealing himself for the spike of pain that was sure to come. It doesn't, though, and it takes a second or two for his mind to catch up with the moment. When it does, he nods a little, swallowing the new lesson. ]
Okay. I'll try.
[ (Another Peter might intone, "Do or do not. There is no "try.") ]
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It's not an effort to give him the actual upperhand, but rather, an opportunity to let him have another shot at redirecting the fight.
And, well, either that or she really won't feel bad about him leaving the fight with another bruise for the day. ]
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He sees the punch coming as she swings, and there’s the vaguest bit of wrongness to it, a inelegance to the move that strikes him, though he doesn’t have time to examine it. Instead, Peter ducks under the swipe, dodging to one side, and with blink’s worth of hesitation, he moves. Instead of reeling back as he had been, he forces himself to press forward to aim a punch or at Gamora’s exposed side, before dancing back and putting that space between them again. ]
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Not necessarily good, but: ]
Better.
[ She lets his fist make contact, retreating appropriately in response. ]
Press the advantage.
[ And she's willing to give him the space of a few breaths to recover, to make up for lost ground before she pushes forward for another strike. ]
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This next round, he tries, tries analyzing her movements as much as tries to avoid and counter them. Gamora is better at this, always will be, and even if she’s going easy on him, a few of her blows still land. He manages to recover enough to avoid ending the battle, then and there, and he presses forward a little more, takes on the role of aggressor now and again. It’s a tiny improvement, and while it’s not nearly enough to help him survive the caliber of fighters the Guardians typically face, these days, it might be serviceable enough in a bar brawl.
So not amazing. Not fantastic. But, well, if Peter ever finds himself in a rowdy club, he’ll be able to hold his own.
It ends, inevitably, with Gamora getting the upperhand, with Peter falling for a feint and toppling to the floor. ]
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She can give him that.
But as with the other rounds, she ends up knocking him to the floor yet again, pinning him to the mat with her boot. ]
Did you see the difference it made when you held your ground?
[ She leans over him, her expression expectant as she looks down on him. ]
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He peers up at her at her question, a look of faint exasperation crossing his face. ]
Not... really.
[ Honest, at least. ]
Still ended up down here, didn’t I?
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"Just— figured you'd call it before, you know."
"Why would I?"
But that Peter had been ready with a terrible joke and a smirk. That's not really the case, anymore.
She shakes the thought away, instead adding, ]
Did you think you wouldn't?
When you give me openings, I will take advantage of them, and you're easily incapacitated if I put you on your back.
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Instead, he just makes a quiet, resigned noise at the back of his throat, as if to wordlessly say, I see your point and also, Doesn’t mean I have to like it. He moves to sit up – though with her boot against his chest her weight still holding him down, that makes things a little difficult. ]
... Are you gonna let me up at all?
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I could.
[ And, apparently, she will, because she finally takes her boot off him, and instead, offers him a hand up. ]
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I feel like you enjoyed that more than I did. [ A mild sort of complaint, all things considered. ]
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[ It's significantly more fun to be the one doing the knocking-down than to be knocked down, after all.
She gives him a once-over, deliberating for a moment. ]
How is your side?
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