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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-11 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora lets him talk.

She's a patient person, after all, and she has no need to interrupt him, especially when this is exactly what they need to say to each other — this clarification, this extrapolation of a long-standing, nearly exhausting run-around they've continued to do with this thing between them. They've danced along the boundaries of it for so long that it's become this humming uncertainty that feels like a live wire, ready to shock them both with just a touch.

But now, here they are, grabbing a hold of that wire and waiting for the electricity and not caring.

At first, she braces herself. She doesn't entirely know what Peter will say; she has her suspicions, her hopes, and though Mantis had gone ahead and said so much for him months ago, that hadn't been... clear enough ("romantic, sexual love" could have meant any number of things with Peter, and she'd needed to hear it from him). But as he continues on, that tension starts to ease, bit by bit, and she lets the words spill out of him. He seems to be growing progressively more uncertain, and she can't blame him with how exposed he's made himself, how open he's being with something potentially catastrophic, something that is so personal and sensitive.

She understands his anxiety, and instead of interpreting his fumbles or the set of his shoulders or the bow of his head as a tell, as a lie, she reads it for what it is: nervous vulnerability.

Honesty.

Sincerity.

Hope?

Gamora remains quiet, parsing through everything he's said. She feels that warm curl in her chest light itself all over again, making her heart flutter as she considers him from her own bed. Of all the things Peter could have said, this is what she most wanted to hear.

Another moment, and then Gamora is pushing the blankets away from her legs. Moving is somewhat difficult, if only because of how stiff her muscles feel after days in that hospital bed, but she manages to get to her feet, to walk the few steps from her own mattress to Peter's. ]


Move over.

[ She nudges him slightly, because she wants a place to sit before she properly addresses everything he's just dropped into her lap. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-11 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Now is not the time for sarcasm, not with how tightly wound he is and how serious everything he just said happens to be, so she avoids anything droll.

Instead, she reaches out to lightly try to uncurl his fingers from his blankets, to smooth away some of the tension. ]


I think you are right about us.

[ Quiet, tentative, because this is— huge. Dangerous. ]

I value you as my friend. [ Her best friend. ] But I want more.

[ Because she's loved having that contact with him, loved being close to him, and even if so much of that incident in the infirmary had been the fever overtaking her, she'd wanted that (and thought about it far more times than she probably should have). But setting aside the sexual nature of that encounter, she's adored every night spent in his bed, all of the quiet sweetness they've exchanged, the days spent dancing and holding hands, being— something. ]

I have... never felt like this for anyone before. [ She's never had the opportunity, never allowed herself. ] So I'm concerned I may not proceed in the best way, but—

[ She turns her eyes up to meet his, that intensity, that sincerity in her gaze. ]

I want you. In more than physical means.

I'm just uncertain I'll know how that's supposed to look for us.

[ But she wants that intimacy and that connection she's felt with him, and she wants to be with him. She may not have any experience or any real frame of reference (except for her parents, and she remembers how happy they'd been, how much they'd loved each other), but that doesn't mean she doesn't want to try. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-11 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, but that smile. She's seen it rarely, in sweeter moments with him, and she adores it. The softness of it, the openness, how warm and wholly Peter it is without pretention. He looks happy, in that heartfelt way that makes her chest bloom with warmth.

(She's come to realize that there's little more she wants than to see Peter happy.)

Her fingers lace properly with Peter's, her thumb brushing the back of his hand as her own smile manages to curl at the corners of her lips. A reflection of that sweetness. ]


I would like that.

[ With a quick clarification: ]

All of that.

[ And because she knows how carefully he was walking that line, how tentatively he's tested the waters, she leans closer across the bed and sets a hand next to his hip to brace herself. She considers him quietly for all of a few heartbeats, and then finally, she brushes a kiss against his cheek. It's— almost a way of saying thank you, because she realizes that she wants everything he's laid out for them. To be his friend and just— more.

She doesn't think much has to change, but... they can simply add to it now. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-11 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The kiss may be fairly slight by comparison, but it still holds meaning to her: she wouldn't offer anything of the sort to anyone else. She feels this way about Peter, and that's massively different.

She offers a nod, squeezing his hand lightly. ]


Yes. Together-together.

[ ... Whatever that actually means.

(Why doesn't he simply say "together" and leave it at that?) ]


As long as this is what we both want.
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-12 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora doesn't quite laugh, but her huff of a breath is still warm, pleased. He'd responded so quickly that it's much easier to take him at face value. ]

I do.

[ And to offer more reassurance, to make sure he knows she means it, she leans in again, and this time, she presses her lips properly against his. It's different from the night of the motel, where it had been driven so much by emotion and a fear of loss, of wanting to have something real to cling to. She'd wanted to feel grounded and alive, and that had tangled itself together in a mess of her outstanding feelings for Peter.

Those kisses resolved no questions, but only created more.

This kiss is an answer. A promise. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ And there's that smile, back again, warm and unrestrained (and she wouldn't have it any other way). That soft smile of her own hasn't gone anywhere, either, and she isn't preoccupied with maintaining appearances, not with how that warm thing in her chest flutters and dances with delight. Being close to him, having... understanding makes all the difference in the world, and despite their surroundings, she's so at ease.

Her hair is a mess, curls everywhere, but she appreciates that little gesture, the way he just reaches out to lightly brush her hair away from her face. (Where so many months ago, she might have bristled at the touch, now she likes that he just does it without hesitating, instead of treating her like an animal liable to bite.)

She gives a small shrug in response, though it isn't an attempt to deflect. ]


Better. My mind is clear and the fever seems to have disappeared entirely, but I am still somewhat sore. Even that seems to be easing the longer I'm awake.

And you?

[ Admittedly, she's much more concerned about Peter's wellbeing. Whatever that was hit him far faster than it did her, and his system could be more easily compromised; the fact that it was able to overtake her at all means that it was something terrifyingly intense. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ That reflexive answer of his earns a flat look, not entirely banishing the softness in her eyes, but displeased nonetheless. She could have brushed him aside with her own response, but considering she didn't, she doesn't appreciate the disregard.

But he tries to make up for it, so she's willing to let it slide.

Mostly. ]


It seems obvious we both will, if we're here now.

[ They hadn't succumbed to the fever, so that must be an improvement. ]

Tired and sore – is that all?
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ She nods, glancing towards the door to their room. ]

I could see if I can find someone who works here. They may have answers for us.

[ Reluctantly, Gamora draws away from Peter, going to check the door.

... It, of course, is locked. ]


... Really?
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ She tries the door twice more in demonstration, and it clearly refuses to open. ]

They've locked us in.

[ She glares at the door, and though she's inclined to break it down, she decides to refrain. She knocks on it instead, peering out of the small window into the dimly-lit hallway. She can't see much, and she doesn't earn a response from the knocking, so she reluctantly steps away with a disgruntled huff. ]

Is it possible we're contagious?
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
Neither do I.

[ A cursory look around the room, before Gamora spots the panel near Peter's bed. A button is lit and ready to be pressed, with a little "help" symbol on it.

Well, that should be useful.

She goes over to hit the button, and it sinks into the panel in response with a soft "bing!"

... No one immediately appears at the door, which is already unacceptable, but Gamora settles herself back onto the edge of Peter's bed to wait. ]


There had better be an explanation for all of this.
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-13 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora purses her lips, agitated by the fact they have to wait. Despite that, she still reaches out to set her hand on Peter's knee, continuing to glance towards the door as they wait.

Fortunately, it doesn't take too long before the door is unlocking, and in steps a Krylorian in a uniform. She smiles brightly at them, and Gamora takes note of the fact that she isn't wearing a hazmat suit or otherwise.

Does that mean the room itself isn't contaminated? ]


How nice to see you both awake finally.

[ Gamora's eyes narrow slightly. ]

How long were we asleep?

Nearly five days. Ah, I see you've removed your IV. [ The nurse tuts quietly. ] We should replace that.

I don't need it.

Your body could still do with some additional hydrati—

I am fine. [ Gamora is exceedingly adamant about that part. ]
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[personal profile] godslay 2017-08-14 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Gamora glances over at Peter briefly at the gentle warning, but then refocuses on the Krylorian. The nurse frowns, clearly not approving, but— ]

That may be allowable. I'll have some water brought in.

[ But she wanders over to a panel next to Peter's bed, gently expanding the holo screen to take a look at his vitals. ]

Your fever broke about twelve hours ago. How are you feeling now?

[ At this question, however, Gamora also looks pointedly over at Peter again. ]

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