I spent a lot of time hating my circumstances, hating everything that had happened to me, but in the end I realized that I chose to leave because I couldn't stand to lie to myself. I needed to embrace everything- even the bullshit, because it's just as much a part of where I came from as the good stuff- and move forward.
I'm not gonna sit here and tell you I forgive my family for any of the shit they pulled, but it's part of why I'm here, right now. It's part of why I pissed off whoever I pissed off and they dropped me on your head. It's part of why I had the power to save your life. If I had to go through all of that to get me to this moment, I'm okay with it.
[ a beat ] You can't go three feet without finding news footage or articles of that whole incident on Xandar, so I figured out the whole "I hate purple" thing a while ago, too.
Somebody in the crowd had a camera of some kind, so it was crappy at best, but it got the point across. Big ol' black cloud and flashy purple lights everywhere.
I can't imagine what it was like to be in that thing, but I'm sure it wasn't fun.
[ he still dreams about it, in fact; sometimes no one is there to share it's power and he's blown asunder. Sometimes he's just stuck there in agony, screaming and begging for the pain to end, but it never does. Other times the stone has a will of its own, uses Peter as a vessel to kill and destroy.
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Yeah, I've got a gift, I guess.
[ And he squeezes Charlie's arm gently. ]
I'm-- really sorry you had to go through that bullshit
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I'm not gonna sit here and tell you I forgive my family for any of the shit they pulled, but it's part of why I'm here, right now. It's part of why I pissed off whoever I pissed off and they dropped me on your head. It's part of why I had the power to save your life. If I had to go through all of that to get me to this moment, I'm okay with it.
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I-- I'm glad I met you, too. And-- thanks for the save.
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But I'm serious- once all of this has blown over, you're taking me dancing.
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... Do we know what happened to those other two whack-jobs that jumped us?
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[ He pauses, then-- ]
I made a shitty call. Should've called the others for back-up.
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[ a beat ] You can't go three feet without finding news footage or articles of that whole incident on Xandar, so I figured out the whole "I hate purple" thing a while ago, too.
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Didn't think you'd notice that shit.
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What footage did you see?
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I can't imagine what it was like to be in that thing, but I'm sure it wasn't fun.
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[ he still dreams about it, in fact; sometimes no one is there to share it's power and he's blown asunder. Sometimes he's just stuck there in agony, screaming and begging for the pain to end, but it never does. Other times the stone has a will of its own, uses Peter as a vessel to kill and destroy.
He hates that one the most. ]
... Anything you wanted to know?
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'Sides. You probably wanna know about the stone, right? [ he offers a small smile ] Bein' a nerd and all.
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This guyyyyy. ]
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I can get the story later. We've got time, after all.
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[ he smiles again, a little more genuinely this time. ]
You need to rest anyway, nerd.
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